Sunday, 21 May 2017

Temper tantrums, Vengeance and God

How amazing is God? This amazing!!

He takes arrogant, openly rebellious, messed-up, broken, weird, quirky and imperfect people like me and uses then to accomplish his purposes.

Just recently I was registrar for a men's weekend retreat come convention in a little place about an hours drive from my home.

Being Registrar can be very stressful and seeing as how it was my second time round in the job I went into with my eyes open. I certainly don't mean to generalise but  it can be quite humorous working with a bunch of men, so unlike the very organised womanhood I have had the privilege to work with on previous occasions.

With men it is an entirely different situation, I received application forms with no payment - I received payment with no application form and had no idea who it was from - I had guys ringing me promising they would come but couldn't afford the asking price and me doing deals. I had other guys determined to come and then at the last moment pulling out and vice versa with guys turning up who I had no idea was coming at all.

Overall it was just a bit of laugh really and we all got there in the end - with God working miracles at every turn.

Dealing with the convention site was altogether another story - the volunteer person had taken a HUGE dose of rude pills and became a really hard person to deal with. The guys themselves were more than happy to come along but the person involved made my life as registrar a bit miserable to say the least.

That's when my temper tantrums, and feeling of vengeance reared their heads and I found myself fuming and planning all sorts of counter attacks - I found myself taking the same rude pills as my friend at the convention centre yet God worked in my life in spectacular and awesome ways.

The fact that God is able to work despite our flaws doesn't men we should adopt a "no big deal" view of sin.

I was certainly humbled at the weekend when God drew my attention to my behaviour and the could-have-been consequences of my actions. If I had had my way there would have been a 'show-down' of sorts with the booking clerk - pistols at dawn would have been nothing compared to what I had in mind.

But God had other plans for me!

Dragging me into his love and compassion, his patience and long-suffering made me focus more on His power and grace and far less on my own short-comings. temper and calls for vengeance, which were running rampant through my head most of the weekend away.

I don't know about you but I want to be a strong person, able to handle anything, to be a brick and not show any weaknesses at all. But deep down I know it's all an act.

Only God can handle everything. What is more amazing is that when we are really pushing it - our nerves and inner beings cry out for vengeance and when we are really under the gun and we feel we have no resources left, God is there - He is PURE STRENGTH with a HUGE capital "S"

I had to come to a VERY big decision over that weekend - when everything was crying out to me in the midst of my temper tantrum  to get back at this person, after all look what they said and did??

A decision that made me take a long hard look at how I was reacting - did I prefer to call my own shots? Was I confident in my own strength? Was I prepared to really hand it over to God?

I'm praising God that I was spared not only the embarrassment of maybe making a scene and ruining the weekend for myself but I could have stopped the work of the Holy Spirit in the lives of some of the men attending the weekend.

How about you? Are you letting your temper run away with you?Are you letting your past failures dictate to you on how you are reacting to your present situations?

One of the things I learned the hard way over this weekend was not to let my weakness, bad temper and feeling of vengeance interfere with the work God wanted to do in and through me.

In 2 Corinthians 12: 9 it says "God's power is made perfect in our weakness" something that I learned a lot of over that weekend and something I hope to take on board as I try to keep walking in His footsteps.

Let God replace your weaknesses and inabilities today and with His divine power resolve in your own heart to move powerfully ahead with Jesus by your side. This is a mighty promise to men of faith by God Himself.

Even when we are weak we can be strong in Jesus.





















Sunday, 7 May 2017

Two left feet? Keep on dancing

Listening just recently to the Aussie group "For King and Country", I was again hit by the magnitude of what following Jesus and indeed Christianity is all about. Loved their song LONG LIVE and listening, was taken again on just how important it is to keep on following and pressing on toward the goal that was given to us when we became one with Christ.

I have included the link to their song and I guess you will work out for yourselves exactly what I mean. In short, what I took out of that song is just keep pressing on with Jesus.

No matter what is happening in our lives we can still be followers of Jesus and praising His name through the most horrendous times in our lives. This is something, as Christians, we can do to keep in touch with our Lord and Saviour

When those dreams of ours come crashing down and we feel we are really up against it and our hopes for the future are shattered by some unexpected turn of events we can, so often, be ready to just throw in the towel and give up.

Often in times like this our faith is tested beyond what we even thought possible. It is then that we may stop praising God and stop worshipping with other believers. We can exclude ourselves and get to the point of believing that we are not worthy or that God doesn't care about our own personal situations.

In the Bible in Hosea 6:3 he implores us to do just this - I love the way the New English version says it.
"Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us PRESS ON to acknowledge him. As surely as the sun rises, he will appear; he will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth."

YES! He does know, he does understand and he pleads with us to just keep going ~ through our doubts, through our trials, through our uncertainty and through our grief.

Appearances can be deceiving. Have you ever seen the morning fog hanging low in a valley? It may look impressive, but in a few hours in the sun, will make it completely disappear.

The same can sometimes be true for us. It's easy to appear devoted to God on Sundays, but what happens during the rest of the week when we face temptations, doubts and struggles?

Do we fade away like the fog or will we have the encouragement and support of Christian friends? We actually should start being that kind of friend to others and we may find the reciprocal support we are indeed looking for ourselves.

Often we do need a great big dose of courage and boldness to keep following Jesus - He himself said it wasn't going to be easy following after Him. We need to count the cost of our discipleship before we embark on the journey of our lifetime. YES! Often it will cost us perseverance and energy, dignity and even stubbornness to keep following our Lord, but with Jesus as our example we can do this.

When Stephen was being stoned to death for his faith in Christ, what did he do? He looked to heaven - he didn't backpedal, throw his hands in the air and plead innocence. I'm sure he could have and walked away without a scratch.  He didn't try to soften the blow that was coming.

Stephen looked beyond his immediate circumstances to what lay ahead. That's what gave him courage to endure.

When our moment of truth comes, when the waves that crash upon us are SO HUGE that we really can't see how we could possibly get over this one, will we be able to face it with the courage and faithfulness of Stephen?

Recently a dear friend of mine passed away with Motor Neurone Disease. Better known in some countries as Lou Gehrig's Disease. David was such a great friend, his faith was amazing and he never gave up. he faced his death boldly and courageously knowing that he was in the safe hands of the Father.

He wrote a book of his journey through MND called COMING TO LIFE. At the time of writing he could barely move and wrote most of it with his left ring finger, the only one that would work with some dexterity, pounding away at his computer. I was so privileged to be part of his life through his journey and I learnt so much of what it actually MEANT to REALLY follow Christ.

He, like so many others, faced his problems with boldness and courage. Sure he had his doubts, his tribulations and his failings but he PRESSED on with his Lord and Jesus never left his side through it all.

Along with the title of his book, he included that this "was a journey of emotional and spiritual awakening through terminal illness." David faced his trial and pressed on with his Lord. Maybe he stumbled and fell many times BUT he kept going. Like Stephen he saw the goal and he was striven hard to make it to the finish line.

So where does that leave us? I titled this blog as TWO LEFT FEET? KEEP ON DANCING. That's exactly how we should be travelling with God - even though we may often think we are overwhelmed by life and we couldn't possibly go on - we can! Even with our two left feet we can still dance and keep pressing on to the conclusion holding tightly onto Jesus our Lord and God.

Here is the link performed by fellow Aussies  FOR KING AND COUNTRY called Long Live - hope and trust it touches your heart as it did mine.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7LT3vJQEmQ

God bless you this week as you press on with Jesus.













Monday, 17 April 2017

Is it REALLY all about the bunny?

WOW!! I've been staggered by the invasion of the BUNNY this Easter time - it seems to me that more and more and more and more emphasis is on eating and chocolate and so-called Easter bunnies.

I was gobsmacked last Thursday when Sue and I ventured to the supermarket to do our weekly shop to be confronted by signs everywhere informing us that IT IS ALL ABOUT THE BUNNY!!

This was the Thursday before Good Friday and many people refer to this holy day as Maundy Thursday - the day Jesus was betrayed by Judas and the time of His impending torture and horrible death on the cross.

So you can imagine my surprise and disappointment to see these signs, especially when I know deep in my heart it has nothing at all to do with bunnies but with the grace, love and mercy of an all loving all embracing God.

So what is it about Easter and Christmas that make so many people go out of their way to exclude the real reasons for the seasons and substitute anything at all to turn attention away from the holiness of the occasions and spend all their energy and dollars on things that won't last.

Surprising as it may seem the word EASTER does not appear in most Bibles - I think in the American King James version it does mention Easter in Acts 12:14 but that apparently is a variation of the word pascha which actually refers to the Passover - the feast Jesus was having with His disciples in the upper room before his trip the Gethsemane.

Also the word EASTER can be traced back to the old Saxon goddess Eostur - not sure what she was supposed to have done but it is something my atheist friends love to throw up at me to prove that we as Christians are completely "off the mark" in worshiping Jesus' death and resurrection when it is obviously a pagan festival after all.

This old goddess may have been a fertility symbol to some hence the bunnies and eggs etc. Absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with the horrible and tortuous death of our Savior and Lord and what He went through for you and me.

All that aside I personally don't really care when or what particular day we set aside to worship and honour our Lord and consider exactly what He did for you and me on that horrendous day over two thousand years ago. The main argument for me is that WE DO celebrate, worship and praise our God for his great love shown to us through His grace.

Easter for me is a time when we can meditate on His word, reflect on His amazing love and actually rethink where we stand with the one who created us in His image.

Maybe for you it can be a time to rededicate your life to Him - have fun with the Easter eggs, and bunnies etc BUT above all else the MAIN point of all the Easter joy is a remembrance of Jesus and his mighty act of self-denial on that day way way back.

Of course resurrection day is the ultimate day for us to celebrate the life of our Lord - it was on this day that he rose triumphantly to knock death a fatal blow - this day above all others was THE day that Jesus secured for us a place with Him for eternity.

All we have to do is come to Him - confess our sins in humble repentance - ask Him to lead our lives and commit everything to Him. He did everything for us - all we have to do is to accept His gift of eternal life, free from the burden of sin.

So I say a HUGE thank you to Jesus for saving me and giving me a life where deep down, through whatever comes along, I know for certain that He will never leave me or forsake me as He has promised over and over again.

Take this life-changing step over this Easter break and dedicate your life to Him - come to Him right now where you are. He has promised that your life will never be the same again.










Thursday, 6 April 2017

Confidence amidst persecution

Unfortunately in our world today, we as Christians, are going to be persecuted but hey! hang on minute! It's not just the world outside who is out to get us - very frequently it is our best friends, our family and even ourselves.

Persecution comes in all forms and types - we can be ostracised at work for our beliefs, we can even be fired! I recall with much clarity the case of the wedding cake decorator in the USA who lost her livelihood, home and business because she stood up for what she believed and she paid the price.

It seems to me that as the world cries TOLERANCE that it is only the Christians that have be tolerant. We need to show love to all and as Christians it is extremely hard for us to follow the worlds definition of that tolerance.

Tolerance originally meant to acknowledge others beliefs and differences which in fact we are told in the scriptures that is exactly what we are meant to do. (Galatians chapter 4.)

What the world now sees as tolerance is for all people to accept those beliefs as true and if you don't you are labelled as intolerant and in many cases can be prosecuted, fined and/or even jailed .

So what does God's word say about the fact that in this day we are being persecuted and actually hated by the world for our belief and acceptance of Jesus as our Lord and Saviour.

Jesus Himself said that we are to turn the other cheek and tolerate others beliefs. In Luke on the sermon on the mount Jesus said "blessed are you when others reject and even hate you for following me".  They hated Jesus in the same way, so we cannot expect any thing else but the same treatment.

On looking at it from this point of view, we cannot and will not get tolerance from the world out there towards our Christan beliefs because they hated Jesus long before they hated us.We clearly will not EVER receive tolerance from the world.

Sort of makes sense when we see it as Jesus puts it so plainly in Luke.

I was shocked, but I guess I shouldn't have been, when I read in our local newspaper just yesterday in the 'letters to the editor' column of this man's approach to Easter and what it means to him. He was very scathing in his letter and ridiculed Jesus as some fiction made up because, and I quote,  "astronomical observation has failed to detect him". He maintained if he did rise from the dead then obviously we should be seeing him in the heavens - I maintain we are!! Just look up!

He went on to say that Christians are living in a 'pre-scientific' world and that we should look at "facts and not myths". He goes on to say and I quote "If the Christians are right, we are all missing out . If they are wrong, they are deceiving themselves and the rest of the world with their message."

Yes! We are in a world brimming and bubbling over with persecution. What does Jesus say we should do when we are faced with this type of persecution? Take him to court and fight like crazy to clear the name of Jesus? Maybe personally have a 'dust up' and see who comes out the 'winner"? NO!

Jesus said we should LOVE our enemies and pray for them (Romans 12). It goes on to say not only should we do this but we have to provide for them as well. So there we have it - we can expect persecution in often HUGE ways, and how do we respond to such persecution? We look to Jesus and use His example - by love and by teaching often through example of what following Jesus has done in our own lives.

We have been told to go into all the world and preach the Gospel - teaching them in all manner of ways the truth about Jesus and what exactly following Him implies.

Our aim through all of this is to bring other people to the truth about Jesus and how His love, grace and mercy can set us free. It's not all about us and certainly not about us being vindicated or to be shown that we were right and they were wrong!


Lord as we enter another week, I pray that you will heal any broken hearts and deep wounds caused by all sorts of persecution. We realise that persecution of your people will certainly come to us. Help us by your amazing grace and the power of your Holy Spirit, to love others as you do and help us also to hold on to your example. Help us to be courageous and brave through these turbulent times and to remain strong and steadfast for you.








Tuesday, 21 March 2017

Embracing change


One thing about life as we know it here on earth that will never change is that change will happen!

Life changes ~ daily sometimes or so it seems. As we get older our priorities change as our circumstances alter ~ for example we may find ourselves alone after spending countless years caring for others or we may find ourselves jobless and maybe even unemployable.


Change is something most of us dread even fear, yet it is change that forces us out of our comfort zone - it is change that pushes us to do our best regardless of the circumstances.

What are you facing at the moment ~I know personally I am facing heaps of changes in my own life as I grow older. Some changes  for me have been for the better and some have been for the worse. Depending on how I look at it from my own little window of the my world.

Change is no respecter of persons. Change, no matter what it is has an adjustment period that can make or break you depending how dramatic that change can be. Change can rip us from our comfort and will force us to follow even if we keep on refusing to let go,  or change can be a welcome guest giving us confidence and flexibility.

Change can force us into an "endurance trial" often involving some mental anguish, heaps of worry and a "when will it ever end" sort of treadmill, which if not unchecked can send some completely over the edge.

Change can be great and change can be so so rewarding it can also be so very awkward. Change can require an adjustment period which can vary from minutes to hours to days to years. If we are in a time warp of not wanting this change to happen, time can seem so slow, yet for those embracing change it can seem like  a tornado of super-fast speed crashing into our lives and changing us for good.

Change in our lives can certainly impact us and indeed can effect all who are closely connected to us. We can learn from change and when change is forced upon us we have to learn very fast indeed!

As we get older this change can effect our bodies as well ~ for example change in our health or sleep patterns can have marked effects on our lives and these things can certainly change the very dynamics of our lives in dramatic and often hard to cope with ways.

We have choices here ~ we can embrace whatever changes that are happening in our lives and recognise them for what they are or we can resist with all of our might and often cause us endless years and years of pain.

Forced change, regardless of what it is that you are dealing with is often here to stay and we can flow with it or paddle against it depending on your resistance

The good news is that God has a plan for our lives if we can trust Him and allow change to grow us even if maybe in a different direction from what we first thought. Jesus said that all things work together for good for those who love and obey Him. Even change.

How is your courage and boldness when it comes to change? I must admit that my courage is somewhat limited when it comes to some changes occurring in my life.

I can't help thinking about Mary the mother of Jesus and what God's plan for her life actually meant. Her reputation would be shot and in those days, as is now in some parts of the world, she could easily have been stoned to death.

Her relationship with Joseph was be jeopardised. Her whole future was thrown into uncertainty. Then she had the terrifying responsibility of raising THE most single important child ever born.

Through all of this what was her humble response?  "I am the Lord's servant".  Whatever it took for God's will to be accomplished, Mary was willing to do regardless of the personal cost to her.

As followers of Jesus we all must be prepared for God to initiate extraordinary changes in our lives.

Let's set out this week to embrace changes and welcome the differences in our lives and may you have peace and encouragement as you face the ups and downs in your life.




Wednesday, 8 March 2017

YAY!! Jesus Won!

Because of Jesus sacrifice where He actually killed off sin and death, anyone who aligns with Him can genuinely claim Christ as his/her personal Saviour.

Obviously sin and evil still exist in the world! Otherwise extreme evil like ISIS and terrorism wouldn't be here and we would all be living an idyllic lifestyle.

Evil does exist and will continue to exist until Jesus comes again.This unfortunately means we still have battles to fight.

This us what Spiritual warfare means ~ there are Christians and those who purposely pursue and persecute Christians ~Satan is alive and well and loves to "put the boot in'' where he can ~ even though Jesus has already won the Battle for us when he died for us on Calvary all those years ago.

On saying that, does that mean we have no further battles to face? Of course not ~we have to pick up our swords, put on our armour and set out to conquer and win the battles we have to face daily.

Every day we fight battles to limit the impact of sin in our lives and in the world around us. And speaking very personally ~ these battles can get pretty nasty indeed!!!

We can fight battles in our workplace!  When we get the cold shoulder or sniggered at because of our faith, or we can fight battles in our our own mind when Satan tells us that we can't possibly do this or that ~ and what Jesus did on that cross years ago just wasn't enough.

We can fight battles with doubt and hypocrisy ~ when we are even driving in traffic and someone cuts in on us ~something wells up inside of us and we are fighting a battle.

When we consider it all our battles can read like an adventure novel. The good against the bad ~ our impulses for bad can fight against our knowledge of what is right and good and how the Holy Spirit is leading us.

When you think about it, we as Christians have been given a mission from God. That mission will expose us to all sorts of dangers and apprehensions, doubts and fears, humiliation and scorn ~in fact all sorts of horrible risks.

We have other believers depending on us to carry out our God given missions and unfortunately we have an enemy who will stop at nothing to prevent us carrying on the mission and completing it.

Satan is definitely NOT God's equal! Often we may think that he is because the warfare we are involved in seems to know no end ~ it is an on-going trial by fire. But the fact remains that Satan's power has been trounced at the cross and his eternal doom is certain.

Furthermore in his ongoing guerrilla warfare against heaven, Satan is vastly over matched.

Because of our union with Christ, we do not have to fear Satan or anything that he throws up at us in the evil world we live in just as long as we are wearing the armour God has provided to us (Ephesians 6:10-18).

So yes! we are on a mission ~ a mission from God but He has supplied all we need. How will your story end? Will you be able to say "mission accomplished"at the end of your life? Will I be able to say that? Or will our old enemy celebrate our thwarted mission ~ or even worse, write us off as a "non-threat".

Please pray this prayer with me:-

Lord, I often get so confused about the power of darkness, especially inside of me which I know is lurking there just beneath the surface. I just know I'm not really in the place where you would want me to be.
I really want to be victorious for you in our walk together so please equip me to be so.
Please open my heart and mind to your leading ~ strengthen me for the battle which I know I will have to fight. Thank you Jesus Amen

God bless you this week as you pick up your armour and ready yourself for the battle.









Wednesday, 22 February 2017

Victory in Jesus

Its amazing isn't it how often we can read something and re-read it over and over again yet miss out on the point that it brings.

It was so for me when I read in 1 Corinthians 15:57 "But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

How many times have I read this verse, agreed with it wholeheartedly yet never really let it affect my life in a very real way?

Many many times I have sat under ministry that tells me that through Jesus I can have the VICTORY ~ that I can face any situation and be content.

Did it really settle in my heart? Did I really believe it? Did I let Jesus be my Victor or was I more than content to try it on my own?

No one, not one of us can earn our place in heaven and please God by our works alone! No one can be victorious over sin and self without the saving love and grace of Jesus. It is ONE fatal mistake if you think you can earn your way into heaven by the works that you do - That somehow you can accumulate 'brownie points' with God by mere works alone.

But more than works and relying on God by faith through His amazing grace ~ to me it's claiming VICTORY over what this old world dishes out to us daily often hourly

Many times I have relied on God to see me though the most difficult times in my life but claiming victory though Jesus and walking daily in this beautiful gift in every situation is really possible and can be given to us through what Jesus purchased for us at Calvary when He took upon Himself our sins ~ our failures ~ our burdens.

To be set free from sin is amazing and wonderful BUT to walk in VICTORY with Jesus and have our old sinful nature replaced with Jesus' nature is truly Miraculous!

Jesus gave us so much at His death and the importance of His resurrection, that we would, in a way, be letting Him down if we didn't live in complete VICTORY on a daily basis to the very glory of God.

At His death, Jesus removed every obstacle that would stop us claiming true VICTORY and knowing the many blessings given to us.  True VICTORY is only through Jesus and we can claim this victory by walking close to Him day by day.

God says that we can have continual TRIUMPH in Christ ~ check out 2 Corinthians 2:14. This verse tell us that God's plan for us is to ALWAYS walk in VICTORY with Him. Not just sometimes but always!

We CAN have victory in every circumstance that comes along in our lives. Ask Him to give us this VICTORY . Through Jesus we can conquer our failures ~ we can be VICTORS with Him in every possible situation.

We can claim this victory that God obviously wants us to have. Paul claimed this victory when he said "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me". Paul walked in victory with Jesus and found Himself content in EVERY situation he found himself even in prison. Life can snatch our victory in Jesus if we let it ~ the thing is Jesus has already won this victory and by faith we can claim it as ours as well.

Paul also said that "we are more than conquerors through Christ who loves us" - catch that "MORE THAN".  There is nothing the world can throw at us that we can't conquer through Jesus.

So, God bless you this week as we claim the VICTORY IN JESUS and through His strength and grace alone, be content and worry free as we mingle and contend with the world out there.